Birthday Month...

Yes people, it's the time of the year again... -_-"

This is the first time in my whole life when I anticipate my birthday with uneasiness, coz I'm passing a quarter of a century, and I still feel somewhat aimless...

I DO NOT have a definite destiny/vision for my life!!

I have many interests, I like singing, I like watching tv, I've done relatively well in my studies both academically and physically since young, I survive at work... but somehow, I just feel lethargic these days. I used to be passionate about what I was doing. What had I been doing? What does God want me to do?

Wondering what wish I can ask cg to pray for when Ziwei asks me about it during the upcoming birthday celebration... *sweat*

Still don't feel like I have something I really really want to do, something that I will forgo sleep and pleasures and food for... *moody*

Getting crazy with nothingness :|